shoutout to abuse survivors & victims who fluctuate between “they didnt Really abuse me it wasnt That Bad its fine everything is okay” and “i hate them i want them to Burn” as a survival strategy, especially if you’re stil in regular contact with your abuser, and you wind up with a lot of self doubt because you spend so much time actively buying in to their gaslighting
it Is a survival strategy, it doesnt make you fake or bad.
#371
(via succeeding)
Run away, run away if you can’t speak..
Turn a page on a world that you don’t need! Wide awake and you’re scared that you won’t come down, now?
Didn’t I tell you you were gonna break down? Didn’t I warn you, didn’t I warn you? Better take it easy, try to find a way out..Better start believing in yourself.
We build it up, we tear it down. We leave our pieces on the ground. We see no end, we don’t know how. We are lost and we’re falling..
Hold onto me! You’re all I have, all I have. Hold onto me! You’re all I have, all I have.
Now and then there’s a light in the darkness..Feel around till you find where your heart went! There’s a weight in the air but you can’t see why, why??
Didn’t I tell you you were gonna break down? Didn’t I want you?, everybody wants you! Tell me what you’re needing, give into your bleeding..
Never any feeling for yourself.
We build it up, we tear it down. We leave our pieces on the ground. We see no end, we don’t know how.. We are lost and we’re falling..
hold onto me! You’re all I have, all I have. Hold onto me! You’re all I have, all I have..
Didn’t I tell you you were gonna break down? Didn’t I warn you, didn’t I warn you? Better take it easy, try to find a way out. Better start believing in yourself!
We build it up, we tear it down. We leave our pieces on the ground. We see no end, we don’t know how.. We are lost and we’re falling!
Hold onto me! You’re all I have, all I have..Hold onto me! You’re all I have, all I have…Can you hold onto me,
Can you hold onto me?
Run away, run away if you can’t speak!
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